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Each one of these represent thoughts and feelings I have had. This blog serves as a journal for my consciousness. I can revisit and think how I felt before, and learn from myself. Writing my mind is an exercise that purges and purifies my heart. I hope you find something that resonates here.

Monday, August 22, 2011

An Hour, A Memory

dock and water paintingI had an hour like

a painting today

a work of Art in every way

each dappled shadow

each laughing boy

filled my cup to the brim

with immeasurable joy

air like silk

flowed through balmy shade

of simple pleasures, my life is made

Sunday, August 14, 2011

In Love


I’m in love with the day
I’m drunk with the sun

high on the breeze
I sing with the birds
I dance with the trees

my heart has been won
infatuation complete
I desire no roof
no floor for my feet

the fragrance of Earth
such glorious musk

so in love with this day
I stay out past the dusk

my passion awakened
as night’s curtain falls
expanse like black velvet
stars shine - darkness calls

hold me, dear Earth
feed me and nourish
it’s in Her arms only
my soul may flourish

all that I need, all I desire
is here for my pleasure
sun’s glory, night’s fire

Friday, June 17, 2011

untitled

The sky is blue
Cheaha Mountain, by Pamela Todd
the sky is black
the damp air's heavy
on my back
the wind blows softly
the trees gently sway
the growing darkness
ends the day
crickets chirp their
flawless song
to you - to me
all twilight long
breathe in
breath out
in perfect rhyme
this is the place
this is the time
now is when
I am my best
my heart pounds
a rhythm beneath
my breast
I look skyward from 
my place on earth
I question not 
my own self worth
here I am
I am here
that's enough 
for me - my dear
the wind blows softly
the trees gently sway
the growing darkness ends the day.


Tuesday, May 3, 2011

This pain that I used
to know
tree in field with gray skyburied so deep inside,

has found a new escape
from where
it used to hide,

with roots in
pain and anguish
sprouts the tiny tree,

whose branches
block the light,
and make it hard to see,

no more the sunny rays
of hope and trust
naive

now flocks of
hateful birds land
in branches of that tree,

I feel, and feel,
and feel -  pain
and loss - unkind

I cry aloud to God -
He answers
in my mind,

the smallest wisp
of strength,

takes root inside
my soul,

take up the axe
and grind it, 

 cut the branches
the trunk - take control.

Fly away
hateful birds,

this land is mine -
not yours

burn the timber of that tree -

warm my soul.

I'm free.



Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Camelia

How rich and heavy blooms..

Filled with sweet perfume..

Abundant petals pool and pile..

Beneath your branches all the while.

Buds emerge and flowers fall.

A sweet cascade of color all.

Dark green your leaves,

And firm your bark.

To these blooms the bees do hark.

So lovely, fragrant southern flower..

Grace and beauty in every hour.  

Hidden Treasure

cross section of a geode in blueswe mourn the loss of things

little do we know

that in the loss of these

greater things may grow

the time and tides of life

bring joys but also strife

if this current we should fight

our place can not be right

Once

once upon a dream

I thought I heard you

in the hall

I rose to look

saw you not

birds nest on branch painting nothing there at all

searched through every corner

looked behind each door

looked inside the closets

paced and walked the floor

how could you not be here

so terribly unfair

how could you not be here

when you are everywhere